I still believe in miracles -

when life shows me I really shouldnt
when people you sacrificed everything for 
are unkind, mean and just asking for more.
when skies are cloudy, the mind alike
my hopes and dreams lost in the night
when shoulders heavy, breath is short
when evertyhing inside just yells - abort!
when illness, fear, unlove are everywhere
instead of seeds you’ve planned with care
I still believe in miracles, I say
I still believe people are kind and worth it
I’ll still do my mission even when it seems it’s not
I’ll still do my best, even when you’re not.
cause I still believe that love and faith
will change everyhing. and if they don’t change you
if they dont save you like they’re supposed to
they’ll change me. 
and that’s still worth to see.

maybe the hardest thing I’ve ever had to do
was not trying to save you,
but just loving you.
but I still believe in miracles, I just have to.